Prayer, meditation and rambling

I am praying and meditating tonight. As you know I run the gamut between despair and hope. But deep in my soul I know that God is working. He changed me and changed my purpose.

I believe that God is in every one of us. I feel that love, God’s love, is the same as our love, that he moves through us.

There are so many things I have yet to do. I want to help people discover healing and their purpose in life. I hope you believe that’s not out of some selfish desire to live, but of a genuine desire to serve.

Anyway, I just wanted to clarify. My heart and mind are clear for the moment and I feel blessed to have such a wonderful wife and children. Fia, Adam and Jeremy, I love you immensely. I am grateful for all the prayers and thoughts from my divine sparks. You are all wonderful. I am grateful that I have gotten to see 2018. I am ready to recover and do my work. Please keep me in your prayers. I know I ask a lot and this takes time, but please keep the love and prayers coming. I need them now more than ever.

A quick update… I hope to start my treatment in the next week or so and it will continue for two weeks and then we will evaluate the results. Thanks again to everyone who donated. I am forever grateful.

Well, this has been part of my meditation and I will continue with my prayer. Love to you all, and to my friends in North Carolina, be careful in all that snow. Please write me, even just to say hi. I love hearing from you. I apologize for rambling on.

Love, Brian

6 thoughts on “Prayer, meditation and rambling

  1. Since learning of your fight and reading your posts I’ve have been trying to do better with my life. You are a very strong and courageous man Brian Hobbs. Your writings have given me the strength to confront some demons in my life. Prayers are most surely the answer. Thank you for sharing with us what you have gone through. May God always be with you. Keep writing and praying God has plans for you yet. Keeping you and your family in my prayers. Love to a fellow classmate.

  2. Lots of snow and extremely cold weather!!
    I hope you can start your treatments next week! Please keep letting us know how you are
    and your thoughts.
    Take care,

  3. Very cold here in Elizabeth City! Sure appreciate the sun shine!! Warms more than just the air!
    Prayers for you as you begin your treatment.
    Please keep us informed of your improvement!

  4. Good vibes and prayers flowing to you as you undergo treatments! Thanks for thinking of us here in NC… in the SNOBX it is frozen here as in EC…this place is shut down; hope to begin the thaw on Monday. Keep those random thoughts coming to us… your divine sparks are counting on them and you to give us HOPE and encouragement. You are doing good work and I thank you!

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