I am praying and meditating tonight. As you know I run the gamut between despair and hope. But deep in my soul I know that God is working. He changed me and changed my purpose.
I believe that God is in every one of us. I feel that love, God’s love, is the same as our love, that he moves through us.
There are so many things I have yet to do. I want to help people discover healing and their purpose in life. I hope you believe that’s not out of some selfish desire to live, but of a genuine desire to serve.
Anyway, I just wanted to clarify. My heart and mind are clear for the moment and I feel blessed to have such a wonderful wife and children. Fia, Adam and Jeremy, I love you immensely. I am grateful for all the prayers and thoughts from my divine sparks. You are all wonderful. I am grateful that I have gotten to see 2018. I am ready to recover and do my work. Please keep me in your prayers. I know I ask a lot and this takes time, but please keep the love and prayers coming. I need them now more than ever.
A quick update… I hope to start my treatment in the next week or so and it will continue for two weeks and then we will evaluate the results. Thanks again to everyone who donated. I am forever grateful.
Well, this has been part of my meditation and I will continue with my prayer. Love to you all, and to my friends in North Carolina, be careful in all that snow. Please write me, even just to say hi. I love hearing from you. I apologize for rambling on.